Fathnin Saris

Pain, I am in pain. You walked away. I shed the tears on my cheek You said goodbye. I said "okay". No one knows that "okay" is a painful word that we have to say to convince ourselves that we are okay. But then, nobody notices. Nobody understands. It's okay to say okay. It means you are in pain. -- Kuala Lumpur, 27 Jun 2016 // 2.52 pm. - Peebo

Cry. They said cry makes you feel better. But i guess crying makes me weak. I felt so weak. I let it all out. Missing you is so painful. Waking up in the morning and not having you in my life anymore makes me weak. I cry a lot. I love when it rains. It reminds me of you.  - Peebo 

"Kan bagus kalau kita boleh undurkan masa" . "Kenapa nak undurkan masa?" . "Sebab nak betulkan pilihan yang salah" . "Kalau semua perkara boleh manusia betulkan dengan sendirinya, di mana kedudukan manusia sebagai hamba? Kita tak sempurna. Sebab tu kita perlukan Tuhan. Kita perlukan Dia untuk meminta pedoman, meminta panduan. Mungkin kesalahan memilih yang kita lakukan, adalah cara Dia untuk ajar kita sesuatu, supaya kita tak akan ulang kesalahan yang sama pada masa hadapan" . "Awak kata awak mahu betulkan kesalahan dalam membuat pilihan, kan? Bagaimana kalau pilihan seterusnya yang awak buat juga adalah pilihan yang salah? Adakah awak akan undurkan masa sekali lagi, berulang kali, hingga awak dapat apa yang awak mahukan? . Dalam hal ini bukan takdir atau masa yang bersalah, tetapi manusia. Berilah sebanyak mana peluang untuk kembali membetulkan pilihan, tetapi jika manusia itu sendiri

It's not that I had a bad relationship with people, but I get too attached to them. Even when they left for good, I feel extremely sad. I felt like I wasn't good enough for anyone. I get too attached with memories. Remember when I was in the first year in university. I spent my days missing my best friends. I called them almost everyday, I couldn't let them go. I got frustrated when they didn't reply my texts, I got sad when they didn't pick up the calls until one day, my friend told me ;  " We need to understand that we are now have grown up, we have our own dreams to achieve. Don't worry, friends will still be friends, but people change. The situation now is different. We are not in high school anymore. We can still go out together few times a year, I promise.." So, it was just a part of growing up. I decided to not get too attached with anyone. I prefer to do things alone. I thought I was doing well, I can reduce that chance of be

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